Four Days

Four more days. Now that I got that out there lol, I guess I'll write about recent days. Things are...well things are okay for the most part. I'm working hard at not letting the little things bother me and for the most part it's working. I've regained some contact lately with some of my old friends and dialogue has begun somewhat. Not a lot, mostly just comments on status or such on Facebook, but it's something. I don't expect that things will just roll back to old times or honestly ever get to that spot. I'm not naive. I know that a lot has changed since before I moved away and it would be hard for it to just go back or come to some semblance of before. It's enough right now just to be semi talking.

Next week I get to have my first Valentine's Day with Ingela, and it feels good. I still detest the holiday as a commercial trap for couples lol, but it's nice to have someone to spend the time with. We're getting close to a year and a half in our relationship and I love her more and more each day. We may be far apart but I wouldn't trade any of it for anything. I may not be able to be there for her right now in bad times, but I like to think and I hope that my voice on the phone and my words are enough to help bring some comfort in tough times. Like today during the worry over parent's saying her stomach pains could be pregnancy. Now we both knew that it wasn't since she had her period and we're safe, but just them mentioning it put the worry in her head and she went to get a test. I tried my best to keep things light and fun on the phone as she walked to keep her from getting to worried. I hope it helped.

Well not much else lately to say, besides there might be some hope soon regarding Utah. My sister published a poetry book and I'm really proud of her for it. In fact she will more than likely be coming to Utah with me and I'm really happy for that as besides Ingela she's my other best friend and it would be nice to have her there as we share many likes in common that I don't share with Ing. That way I get to do things I like on both sides and have a great time in a new life :)